this one goes to you, kawan

aku ada seorang kawan
dia ni 'feelish'
maksudnya dia ske buat luahan perasaan
esp those yg xperlu
tp kan
dia ni lelaki
klau pompuan aku xkesah la sgt
adeyhh
kronik ah ko
ko buat aku meluat
jgn sampai hilang friendship kita sudah ah
ko xleh la layan sume org mcm awek ko
get over it dude

n your sexual confusion is killing me
sekali skala bleh ah melawak
klaka lah gak kadang2
aku bleh gelak lagi
tp klau dah byk kali camni
geli ah bodoh!!
ko igt aku ske sgt ke dgr?
honestly, u were harrassing me
sexually and mentally
ever that popped into your mind?
so skrg aku nasihatkan ko
xpayah ah buat benda ni lagi
xperlu ah sume ni
jadi biasa sudeyh
if u did all those gay acts and jokes for the sake of amusing people
i really appreciate it
but, my advice to u
better quit it lah
not everyone amuse to it
xperlu
more cons to pros
i mean u don't have to necessarily amuse people with a disgusting gay jokes
not everyone can tolerate it
esp if it's more than once
byk lagi lawak lain yg best dr lawak gay
even so if u can't find one
it's ok
if u think that if u're boring your friends gonna leave you
heck no
aku sedia terima ko dgn seadanya
even if u're dull
friendship is not measure by how good u amuse your friend
remember that kawan
but instead,
if u're being sloppy, annoying and disgust
then yes
you're friends gonna leave
remember that too
and a plus, u don't have to amuse all people and be attentive to them all the time
not everyoen would be comfortable to it
some may like it and some may take it as an annoyance
but some would definitely hate it
keep in mind that some people like to keep to their own space
and some of them like to keep some distance from others
as an instance, me
yup me
i like to have my distance
hope i make that clear enough for u to understand
u dont' have to ask "ko nk buat ape lepas ni?" or "ko nak pegi mne?"
dude!
have a life!!
godammit!
tnya casually i don't mind la
like just want to know
as a friend
tp jgn ah attentive sgt
aku dah rasa mcm aku ni awek ko dah
w t f ?!
aku kawan ko ah bukan nye partner ko
aku BUKAN awek ko!
got it?
darn, i just ticked me off sometimes
i tried to make it through to u
tp dissapointly, none of it works
hope this one is clear
so, tu lah maksud aku:
jgn layan sume org mcm awek ko
if u have problem about awek ko tu
3 words of advice
deal with it!!
don't trouble others
as if anyone could help with it
oi!
u asked for it
it's ur mess
go clean it by urself
it was ur own decision
to be involved deeply with her
u should know where it might went
and now u already took the dive
stand up to it
again
deal with it!!

n owh
for reaffirmation
ko lelaki kan?
erm jap
let me rephrase that
ko tau ko ni lelaki kan?

oi kawan
tough ah skit, emotionaly
and know between what's easy and what's right
life ain't easy
grow up
n importantly
discipline urslef
ko sloppy ah lately
aku xske

lastly
ko lelaki ah
aku percaya ko lelaki
nk feelish buat pe?