Buat Dua Sahabat

Pencinta-pencinta yang tulus
relakanlah perpisahan itu
andai ia bukan terpinta
mesti hati meronta
jangan biar ia jadi sekam
perlahan tapi membinasa.

Pencinta-pencinta yang setia
relakanlah perpisahan itu
andai sukar untuk terima
jangan biar jiwa terluka
kerana bahagia tak pernah bertepian

Pencinta-pencinta yang tulus
relakanlah perpisahan itu
andai hati retak berbelah
jangan biar ia
musnahkan hidup tulus mencari bahagia

Pencinta-pencinta yang suci
relakanlah perpisahan itu
ia sebuah sejarah luka
berilah ia titik noktah
untuk lembarkan bahagia
yang mungkin manis untuk dikecapi..
Jangan tangisi
jangan sesali
kita insan bertuah kerana
hidup pernah berteman jiwa lara


(Miss Gappy, 19/11/2008)

Temu-Molek

Perihal lucu sebuah pertemuan itu,
kadang tak teragu kapan bila kan ketemu.
Satu yang pastikan terkesan, jodoh itu takkan terelakkan.

Kata nujum,

handaikan penjual minyak wangi,
semerbak harum teman sepanjang hari.
Akrabkan saudara pengembala kambing biri,
pulang berbuah tangankan bulu, susu dan majerin.
Taulankan gagah nelayan penaruh kuala,
malam berlaukkan segar kukusan tilapia.
Karibkan peladang dan petani murni,
terkhasiatkan jasmani segala khazanah bumi.

Bahkan kini,

ketemankan pincang juru kamera,
penuh kincah omong perihal fotografi.
Begitu juga berkawankan pengabjad kata,
terbuka semula medan seni deklamasi.

Separuh daur telah kutinggalan
kini pulang semula ke medan lelan.
Sapa ini dariku mesra, buat teman jauhari aksara. :)

Daily Facade

Some days, I woke up in the morning
pulling away my thick blanket
and dusting off the somnolence away.

My mind started to wander:
What, today have in store for me?
Who, today I shall crossed path with?
Where, today's journey will take me?
How, today would end?

I smile upon all the remarkable possibilities that I was presented upon.
A wonderful gift that is life.

Then came the icky black clouds over my head.
Pouring inside of me like the rain overflowing the inside of a garbage can.
Will there be more destruction of the planet today?
Will there be more people suffering today?
Will good triumph over evil today?
Will justice be served today?

I sighed deeply.

I got up from my resting place
lumbering towards the window,
pulled up the veil
and put my daily facade on.
Then I smiled to the world and say:

"Good morning world"

Syazwi Mazli was feeling particularly ponderous while pondering about life that day.

The Rain

I used to love the rain
beyond any reason of a doubt.

But now,
I don't know...
I feel rather ambivalent about them.

I used to walk in the rain
Run in the rain
Play in the rain
Build shelter in the rain
Play slippery slide in the rain
Use slippers as boats in the rain
Look up to the sky in the rain
Play basketball in the rain
Dance in the rain
Laugh in the rain

But now,
I don't know...
I feel rather ambivalent about them.


Syazwi Mazli was contemplating about the rain, while it was raining that day.

Pantun Raya

Today is the third day of raya so I thought to myself, some pantun would be nice.

Gunung daik bercabang tiga,

Hancur badan dikandung tanah,

Sesudah genap sebulan berpuasa,

Masa untuk beraya tibalah sudah.

Sorong papan tarik papan,

Buah keranji dalam perahu,

Tanggal malam tiga puluh haribulan lapan,

Takbir raya pun tak putus-putus berderu.

Dua tiga kucing berlari,

Mana nak sama si kucing belang,

Yang berhampiran diziarahi,

Yang jauh dikenang-kenang.

Kalau ada jarum yang patah,

Jangan disimpan di dalam peti,

Ampunkan segala silap dan salah,

Selamat hari raya aidil fitri!

Syazwi Mazli was composing some Raya pantun that day.

Longingness

"with number, comes strength."

you are my playmate,

you are my playground.

you are my friend,

you are my teacher.

you are my inspiration,

you are my passion.

you are my companion
you are my journey itself.

you are my excuse to live,

you are my reason to-die-for.

you are my reason to smile at the past,

you are my courage to look into the future.

you showed me wonders of this world,

you whispered life to my ears.

you are what holds me together.

if only you know,

how much i missed you.

math,

we'll meet again next semester.

just wait.

this season, where the days grew shorter and the nights grew longer, really is a good time to puasa. :)

it was beautiful :)

it started out somewhere,

somewhen and somehow

but along the way,

many was in for it.

down the hill and up the slope

and finally onto a fateful bridge.

we rolled it up onto the middle of the bridge.

we gave our all in the last shove

and

we made it

to the middle of the bridge.

we cheered and jumped around in joy and triumph.

we circled around our glorious white trophy.

we had our arms wrapped around each other.

we swayed to the hymn of Varsity.

and chanted our hearts out.

it was beautiful :)

though i wasn't much of a help, but hey, i helped didn't i? ^_^

The Color Red

Red

doesn't mean to just

"Stop."

it means

"Stop, think of others."

and i am not saying it only for the road.

do you know that red apple is fat-free, sodium-free and cholesterol-free?

Simultaneous

tonight,

i simultaneously fallen in love

with two dead poets

simultaneously

speaking of divided love

i just watched 30 minutes worth of "Mac vs PC" videos and i found it amusingly entertaining. it just made my day :)

the best ones are on shadowlock's.

oh, aku still suka epal ^_^

Harsh ain't it?

random thoughts of: Beauty

credit to nk 6120 and iphoto

"does beauty fades?

or

do we humans just grow out of it?"

ought to bring my point & shoot more often

Luna

eclipsing you

this transpiring apathy

i bid my utmost contrite

for time is not something

a mere human, oneself alike

would infinitely posses

my heart sighed in relief

for ever long since

you are joyed

tonight, by a visiting friend

persona in lights

credit to ALPO

soon, no longer will i be a specter to you

neither will you to me

we shall chase that lost bits of light,

once the time's right

-biology's note

today i learn a great value

"it is alright to

judge and criticize people;

only if you know the way to.

but it is NOT alright to

belittle and condemn people.

always keep in mind,

it is a huge responsibility to judge.

know your risk"

i gazed at the moon

..

.

oh Luna,

enthralling

i have exhausted my words upon your sight

for words are only words

out of capacity

out of dimension

in deciphering your beauty

within the hand of His Mighty gracious

how could a mortal ever possess you?

let alone a servant of His will

i am weak

oh so frail

but this little heart desires nothing more

than a mere glimpse at your august shine

please

drain me from my sorrows

spare me but my sanity

like a grey wolf

i shall howl upon your illumination

and fall under your reverie

my moon is but one

three is a lie

northern wind

hear my voice

truth being told

i tried to look away once

though i can never lie to myself that i

had gazed at the moon

lelan~

-biology's note-

finally, you came. i am glad

finally,

you came.

i am glad

there was smile on my face

there was rainbow on my horizon again

flowers seems to start blooming

though it's almost the end of fall

you make me warm

you make my blood gushes

you make me thrill again

this is the start of something wonderful

i just know it

though other might disapprove us

though other might hold contempt against us

though other might just glare at us

though other might just look at us in disdain

though other might just banging furiously at our wall

i know

we will both prevail

together

i just know

one day

i believe

they'll hear

they'll look

and they'll realize

who we both really are

people will listen

people will see

our voices

our souls

in unison

not just an ordinary soul

not just an ordinary voice

when they've opened up their eyes and ears

they'll hearken

they'll scrutinize

and they'll perceive

of how beautiful we are

our souls merged

our heartbeats attuned

it's all just seem so right to me

when there is just me and you

together

that is why i want to take you with me

in this journey

through the rocky road ahead

and the raging gale henceforth

if you are in all this

just take my hands,

i will cradle your beautiful soul

and surrender me your heart

let it thump away every beat for me

i am glad,

you came.

finally

owh, cajon~

^_^

- biology's note -

still waiting, patiently

when will you ever come,
will our fate ever be intertwine?
be here within the reach of my arm
and soon and forever, always be mine

i want to be with you
until the very last ships set sails
i want to learn you
to your very last chips and nails

i could no longer contain this emotion
for i've been waiting for you for so long
holding on to this fading passion
hoping that it will never be gone

for every bearable breath that i drew
and every single step that i strode
i like you to reinstate every seconds due
and every moments you owed

i no longer able to bear this agony
for if this wait continue to perpetuate
i fear i will fall off the edge of sanity
and swims amongst the emotion retardates

when will this ever come to an end
this wait, i could no longer contain

and i am
still waiting, patiently

Madison's a Treat

the midnight moon is almost full

and stars are leisurely lingering about the lakeside

the night brings out the somnolence of the energetic town

life is currently too exciting for me to just sit on a chair and blog

i am just too excited for tomorrow: the first day of class

can believe i am gonna be a freshman tomorrow

so long path had i traversed

windy and unwindy

never thought that this moment would come so soon

i am just restless for the night

so much to do

so much to see

so much to think

so much to experience

so much to look forward for

so much to be jakon about (haha)

more than a week had past and i felt like it was only yesterday that i arrived here in this city

everything is so thrilling and exciting

i am blessed with a great opportunity

great people surrounding me

and great food too

and yes, i am thankful for that

and yet, the cookies are still warm even at this late hour

but the peanut butter is still out of stock for the night

that made it two days in a row

bummer.

gotta try again tomorrow

^_^

food, apple, ebay, metrobus, west towne mall, uwcu, wiscard, road bikes, chips, the lake

there really is so much thing to jakon about XD

3 butir

"aku kasi kau tiga bijik,
dua lagi aku simpan"

tiga butir
ikhlas hati ini memberi
tanpa menuntut apa-apa balasan
kerna aku pikir kau layak untuknya

tiga
janjiku beri
tika persediaan sebelum sebuah permulaan
sebagai satu isytihar
sebagai satu hitam putih
sebagai satu simbolik persahabatan
kerna itulah hadapku, selayaknya untukmu

suamku;
aku hadiahkan kepada kau, senyumku
setelus dan seikhlas hati mentah ini
walau aku tahu
hakiki niatku adalah sedekah untukNya
tapi kerdil imanku ini tercalit sedikit dosa
kerna getar hati kecilku berbisikan segaris ingin
sebilang senyumku itu
terniatkan untuk senyummu
juga yang lebih
santunku ini kusulam
untuk ku belai tenang jiwamu
kiranya kau tahu apakah darjah getir
untuk melunturkan teguhnya setembok ego
bagi mereka yang bergelar anak Adam

jujurku;
aku bina jendela itu
antara kau dan aku
agar dapatku suluh segala niatku
terang dan terus padamu
semuanya kerna satu
kernaku ingin kau tahu

ruang;
aku beri ini bukan kerna pinta hati ku menjauhimu
bukan jurang dan jarak aku niatkan
tapi terbenakkan dari wawasan yang masih gerhana
aku ingin kau punyai mimpi
ada sesuatu yang aku lama ketahui
kau adalah sesuatu,
seseorang, di hari kelak pasti
aku percaya
kau mampu pergi jauh
sangat jauh
menapak terus kehadapan
mengukir jalan terokaanmu
yang kau sendiri akan menjadi pemandu
hingga terpasaklah megah sumbanganmu di bumiNya ini
lantas tertawanlah angan dan cita zaman kecilmu dulu
dan yang pasti
aku tidak akan sekat perjuanganmu itu
tidak jua aku kan menghalangnya
malah
aku lebih dari gembira
untuk menampungimu
disitu membantu
butuhilah aku dengan mimpimu itu
nescaya aku kan hulurkan tanganku
semampu khudratku membantu
tapi pertama
aku pinta kau untuk bermimpi
dari dasar hatimu
punyailah mimpi
itulah yang aku inginkan untukmu

tiga butir ini
telah aku hulurkan ikhlas
ke atas telapak tanganmu
walaupun kau tampak kebingungan disaat itu
tapi aku yakin kau kan memahaminya kelak

pasti
^_^

tapi
tetap dua kan ku simpan
dalam poket kalbuku ini dulu
iaitu

hatiku; dan
kesetiaanku.

kuharap kau kan terkesan



p/s: gula-gula mint baik untuk kesegaran nafas

I am this; arbitrary

aku rakyat yang baik

aku tak meludah di tempat awam
aku tak membuang sampah di merata-rata tempat
aku tak memotong barisan di tempat-tempat awam
(contohnya pejabat imigresen, bank, kedai makan dan tandas awam)
aku mematuhi had laju lalu lintas semasa memandu
aku pernah membantu orang buta melintas jalan
aku menjiwai kelima-lima rukun negara

jadi

aku rakyat yang baik

peace! ^_^

Humans are similar
but none are the same

personally, i am not the type who like to be judge
so better keep your thoughts to your own head

dearest kawan-kawan,
the world is a beautiful place.
when something is closing up on us,
remember, there is always something else openning up for us.

the journey i tampered
the hills i climbed
the puddle i stepped on
and the rocks i stumbled upon
thanks to those who were there
to teach me
i've learnt

all and all,
aku still suka epal
^_^